Part III

["why is all the blame fallin on me?! i couldnt have done it all on my own, JERK." she tried to push back again but he caught her thin wrists in his hands and wrenched them full force until he had her looped around completely defenseless and unable to move.]

'YOU'RE HURTING ME!! LET ME GO!!" she yelled and writhed in his grip desperate to break free. he let her go and she went flying into the armchair again whimpering and massaging her wrists. she looked back up at him; his eyes were wild with pure anger, blazing balls of fiery vengance seethed under the lids.

....."WHAT ARE YOU DOING? stop before it's too late!"........

tears welled up in her eyes again burning with regret and hatred for herself; she grabbed her bag and burst out of the room. she ran crying wildly down the steps past his parents, bewildered at what they'd seen. she didn't even care that she'd left her sunglasses on his dresser. she tore down the street with her bag banging against the side of her legs. she could hardly see the potholes in the road as she skipped around rocks and speedbumps. why why WHY was he so angry?? she'd apologized over and over again. was nothing she did going to solve anything.


......."everything will be fine...i promise. trust me".............

tears still streaking down her face she held her arm out limply with bruises on the wrist with the hope a cab would stop for her. the cars blurred into streaks of color as she waited.

.........."that feels so good...don't stop"............

and she waited.

....."please, don't stop..."............

she didnt notice the cab driver waving his hands in front of her trying to get her attention. she turned her eyes to him and told him her address in a soft voice so he wouldn't notice how upset she was. without even listening to the price, she jumped int he cab and put her head between her legs. she couldn't stand it anymore.

..."did you keep your promise?"...
..."yes, he's going to be fine...maybe he won't even remember"...


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